lonelines

if you're not supposed to think about the past, if you're supposed to let go of it, what are you spposed to think of?
it's poitnless,thinkng about the "future" or things that might, or most likewill NOT come true. it gets my hopes up high sometimes..
thinking about things that won't come true, and having hope from it, that's false hope. i lived on false hope.
so wat am i supposed to hope for now? something inevitable? is there a point in hoping for something that's going to happen anyway?
if you can't think of the past, you're supposed to create new memories. those new memories become part of the past though.
you and you are part of my past. i kind of miss you, how it used to be sometimes, because i was happy.