avalon

anthony green reminds me of when you first got your license. it was the only cd you had in your car; and that was for a while.
avalon was my winter soundtrack.
springtime out the van window; you were turning into belspring off of south independence and you said "listen to the lyrics of this song! they're the best!"
then i smiled and laughed because i knew there were't any lyrics.

i remember the first day you got your license. luke was in the back seat because you wanted me to be the first to sit in the passenger seat. you were practicing driving with one hand so you would be used to hold my hand. when you got to the school you got out of your car, picked me up and spun me around and kissed me. then we dropped off mandy and iramae and picked up isiah. while backing out of isiah's driveway, the carpet got caught on the gas and you hit your trunk on that expedition. after we checked what happened you were freaking out for most of that day. we went to five below to get chris a birthday present. you go him a batman lamp and either luke or isiah got him some poster. you got me a unicorn! but left it at chris's and its stillthere but that's okay =D then we met up your friends outside of cici's pizza and it took us such a long time to figure out what to do. it was also like the first time i met some of them. oh yeah, sarah was there with ronnie.
we chilled in goodwill for a while; it was my first time there and we spent a lot of time playing with the stuffed animals with everyone and playing with the toys. i was looking at the records and then you told me kim and andrew were fighting.
then we went to marshalls for a little bit and i could tell sarah felt akward.
i remember you put body gel on your hands and thought it was lotion but you still smelled good. then we went to the park by lukes and you were pushing me on the swings while i had that "heavy flow". that was really fun though .
then we went to lukes!
we met up with tim and audrey and errrrrbodaayzzz and i watched you guys play rock band and you and i laid on luke's bed. i said i was hungry and nesly three wheeled with us to sonics. vince came with us too but he ended up walking back to lukes and beat us there!
we went back to lukes to deliver the food then you brought me home.
that was the day my life started. and avalon was playing throughout the day.

avalon also reminds me of driving to the mall during the sunset. it reminds me of grocery shopping with you for the first time and running errands.
that day we went to the mall and owl city was playing. that was the first day i met tyler. we also met a lot of people up. we walked around a lot and ate at taco bell. in the car we listenedto nevershoutnevr and owl city and marlon thought nevershoutnever was owl city. tyler opened the door in a really weird way but it was funny. i remember everyone used my lotion and everyone asked me who was the cutest but i didn't want to answer. we went to hotline for a little bit too and i say that was nice. i remember andrew complaining that his foot was itchy but he didnt want to do anything. and ronnie bought a new deck. we had to bring tyler home and that sure was something. i remember kissing you during stoplights and tyler yelled EWWW. that night he kept saying your car smelled like dew dew. that was such a long drive to his house; only because it was the first. my feet were cold so you put the heater on and i complained about how it staaank hahahaha but you didn't mind. i remember on the way to marlon's, we passed by a cemetery and you held your breath. then you talked about Bernadette. You said you haven't visited her in a while, and you should do that soon.
before going into marlon's house you parked the car, and we star gazed. then the car started fogging up. we were falling asleep but we finally went inside. we weren't there for long because i had to go home soon. but i just watched you play halo with andrew. i believe you were wearing your lucky shirt.

i remember listening to avalon when going to the mall, when i was sick and my head was hurting very badly. that was the day .. that was february, february 6. that was the day after you got your braces. because the next day we went to patrick's party and you got sick and you slept on the couch.

oh darling i could go on and on, but this was just about avalon.