CONDENSED.

Really, something like this can't be discussed while walking in the hallway in less than 5 minutes. It's something that can't be discussed while walking out the doors of the church before going home. I've been thinking of what to say for months, when I realized that this was what I needed to do. I've attempted to talk to you so many times, but none of those attempts seemed to be the right time.

"What do you need to talk about? Is it bad? I'm trying to forget the past."
"However you percieve it to be.."

Your choices are unhealthy, you don't know. The past is something you can't brush off. You have to accept, and you cannot deny. That's what you and I have been doing for almost a year. We've been living in denial, of what we used to be and what we shared. We can regret but what has been done will be done forever, so we can only reflect. But you pushed everything away, everything you knew and you REGRESSED. I've accepted. It's time you do. When will you grow up?