December 13, 2008

Exactly one year ago. Damn, and I can stil remember that day, its a memory so clear in my mind.

I already wrote about it though, here: the day the earth stood still

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It was a day we waited so anxiously for. That week was probably the longest. We were always on the phone until 4am or so. I remember you asked me to be your girlfriend on 11:59 pm on December 11 and I said yes on December 12 at 12:00 am. Then you asked me again, in between one of our kisses on December 13 around 430/5pm I believe.

I can't really believe it's been a year since then. A year ago, I never knew we would be like this. I never knew I would be here. I never expected myself to travel down this road with people I've known all along. I never expected myself to take a completely different path from you. My hopes were so high then.
A year ago we were pretty much insperable. I took you seriously. I treated our relationship a little too seriously when it wasn't meant to be like that in the first place. But I was Blind.
And now, we don't even talk. It's okay though, we're bound to talk to each other some day. What you left off won't always be avoidable. What you did, what you cut off will come back to you and me; it's inevitable. But I'm not going to wait around for you to finish, not like I did before.

You really did change my life though and I am indeed greatful. You showed me what true love was and what a healthy relationship was. You were the sweetest, most gentlemanly (if that is a word) guy I have ever met. I'm glad you treated me right. I was so lucky to be with you, when there are a bunch of other girls who would have killed to be in my place. I'll always treasure those roses, pictures, and little gifts you gave me.

Well, whoever you're with now is lucky as well. I hope things are going well for you.